I wanted to make a little apologize for not being totally honest here.
Since a few years i had serious heartproblems and i did not wanted anyone to worry about me, the game is to have fun, not to worry about others.
I always told that i didn't like the dungeons in the past and the raids now, but it is easy to settle it down that way then to say "they can kill me irl atm".
After a few surgery's incl a replacement of heartvalves and a bypass i am going to make a full recovery and can enter raids whitout worries.
Only a few knew the truth and i am very thankfull for theyr support and help.
Also the meds i am taking can give me a drastic moodchange, so if i acedently insulted someone the past year, i am deeply sorry.